One of those days
So it’s exactly 12:10am as I’m writing this. I shouldn’t even be writing this, I should be sleeping but I just can’t. I have a lot going on my mind, it’s stressing me out. I really hate now hearing from my boy. I have no damn idea if he’s okay, if he’s safe and doing alright, if he’s eating good, if he’s running low on supplies like hygiene, food, paper, stamps, etc…. I just don’t know and it’s killing me! I just wish he was able to call me for even at least one quick minute. That would calm me down a lot. To make things worse, I haven’t received a letter all this week due to their mail room being so SLOW! I literally get his letters two weeks later. Man, all I want is to know if my love is okay, that is all. With that being said, I will now go listen to some pandora and “try” to sleep. Tomorrow is one day closer.
Finally it’s Friday!!!!
Even though this weekend I would not be able to visit my boy, I’m still glad it’s Friday. One more week till visiting day though, so that’s a plus :) I seriously need to catch up on my readings for my Criminal Investigation class, which we have a midterm next Wednesday. I have about three more chapter to read, like 20 pages long each, so that’s going to be the death of me this weekend. I also have to study for my Juvenile Procedures class, but that one is more chill, so I ain’t really that worried. That exam is on Monday so I would have more time to study for my other class. After all these exams, it’s only fair to relieve some stress and award myself with a visit.
On another note, I’ve been trying to take Ivans siblings to go visit him. He hasn’t seen them in about four years so I really want to surprise him. My mother-in-law called me to let me know that she was going to get the authorized notary consent form signed so next week I can take all those papers and ask the CO’s if it’s correct because I really don’t want to take a trip down there with my in-laws for nothing. It’s better to be safe than sorry. I’m really hoping it all goes good so my baby can get a big surprise. With that said, hope everyone enjoys their weekend.